honestly? thank fuck. been losing sleep over this shit for weeks now, lying awake at 3am thinking about some kid in Tehran who's got nothing to do with any of this just trying to get through their day same as me. my dad used to say "war's a rich man's game but poor folks pay the ticket" and i'm old enough now to know he wasn't wrong. just... relieved, you know? been a heavy few months. ๐คทโโ๏ธ